none of the happy babblings of the previous two posts, but continuing in the vein of letting you know about something good which has happened to me yet again.
i went for Dance Uncensored yesterday with Irene Chong, and i was actually quite amazed at how so many things occurred, or coincided (conspired?), for want of better words, to create the situation in which we were sitting in the third row of the UCC, directly in front of the Kent Ridge Hall Senior Common Room Committee.
i say ‘for want of better words’ cos everytime it happens, it really leaves me awe-struck and respectful of the powers above at how these situations almost miraculously occur. but to cut a long story short, The Incident finally has some closure: Master told me that if i apply back to KR for the next academic year, he’ll take me back.
amazing huh?
i can’t help feeling suspicious, though - but not at his motives or anything, if that’s what you were thinking, you narrow-minded f00L - at the possibility that i am being set up for a fall. cos i am always reminded of this folktale of Chinese origin which has the main theme of looking for the silver linings in dark clouds, but at the same time, talks about the possibility of fair weather harbouring storms too. to sidetrack a bit, it would be good if someone could tell me the title of the story or at least point me towards a link on the net so that i can put it up here and everyone can be educated. but to go back to the point: am i being paranoid?
aiyaaaaaaaa.
but i’m serious, you know. i’m not trying to be a pessimist, and neither am i trying to pity myself. i’m just worried that with all these good things happening, there is going to be something bad that will happen soon and i’ll just be crushed terribly.
