Life, SchoolThu, 07 August 2008 12:00 am
Before you begin reading this post, you need some background information, provided in this article.
For a portion of us, our money still hasn’t come in yet; the MOE still owes us 1.5 months of wages i.e. our pay from mid-June till July. We’re supposed to be back-paid this month though, but I sincerely hope there aren’t any more “glitches” because I cannot survive on next to nothing any longer.
I’m quite upset because it’s been a really miserable time; I can’t do anything because of the financial constraints - I can’t even buy groceries that I need, let alone get a new Macbook to replace my four-year old iBook.
I’m also very irritated with the student teachers who’ve been paid - rather than just shutting up and empathising with the rest who haven’t received their pay, they’ve been saying things like “Just let it go already” and “Don’t worry, 2.5 months pay come at one shot also very shiok what!”
But it’s not okay. It sucks because I’m really broke for the first time in a very long while and I think people who don’t know what it’s like should be nicer about it.
So for the friends who aren’t in the know, Leon and I have been rather down the last few days, and it’s not only about the money. There’s other stuff that’s been going on as well, but perhaps this isn’t too appropriate a space to discuss it.
Anyway, it got quite bad last night because we were both feeling rather wretched; the air in the room was so thick with melancholy that even a laser wouldn’t have sliced through the sadness.
But something made us snap out of it though.
Leon turned around from doing his Math homework at his desk and suddenly said, “It’s time for some happy food.” I decided that if we were going to share a packet of Arnott’s Tim Tams Honeycomb Crush between us, it was fitting that we should have happy smells as well.
It was the right choice - orange and rose in a scent burner is one of the most uplifting aromas in the world. That, plus the chocolate, was enogh to make us laugh at the absurdity of a very painful moment that we were trying to make better through small gestures.
Well, happy food and happy scents don’t solve money matters, but at least they make life a bit more bearable for the moment, along with a good friend who is a good room-mate.
I still have a guitar exam on Sunday to practice for, but at least I feel a bit less disgruntled and discontented now, and more focused on at least passing the exam and getting my cert.
I can do it. I know I can. But all that’s left which I wanna know is… am I going to get my money, like, on time and in the correct amount owed to me?